Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Went back school for a Clinical trial talk,then went tiong bahru market with Zann,Yiming and Kaiyie for lunch.The chicken rice is nice.Carrot cake was alright.Grass Jelly drink was nice but too big I din manage to finish. Was so full even till 8 hrs after this meal,hence skipped dinner.------------------------------
It used to be my favourite time of the day.Now I'm beginning to dread when the night falls.
Unlike in the bright day,when I have friends to distract me from most of those dejected thoughts,I can only find all these thoughts coming back tohaunt me again in the night.I don't know how to describe all these feelings...maybe numb...no not exactly...hmmm...seems like the innermost part of me is feeling "noisy" and messy now.Intangible...So what's wrong with me exactly?I am only half alive...
;; right from the beginning11:49 PM