Saturday, November 05, 2005
Acted 
irrationally tis very early morning.
i 
couldn't think properly anymore nor contain my thoughts.
for a moment i wanted to spurt everything out.but den words jus gt tangled up somewhere.
Woke up this afternoon feeling really tired.suddenly everything tt happened just less than 12 hours ago,
seemed like nothing but a dream.
probably i was really 
too impulsive.
However,i had already anticipated the results due to my irrationalness.
n now this would be 
totally broken off.
u would 
never wanna tok to me anymore.
. . .
Now i'm broken and aching...
;; right from the beginning4:09 PM