Friday, March 11, 2005
Had my 1st FYP meetin on wednesday. Got to meet my team members whom I dunno at all. Now i Seriously wish tt I din haf to do tis...Im sorry for having to step into their original team of 4, and now disrupting all their plans, their moods n everything.
I wish I chld take the time machine back n start all over again.
Not procrastinating n being so indecisive..so tt i whldn't haf to land myself into tis present situation tt im in now. =[
Now i can only hope tt they'll accept me as time goes by.
n the project will be a smooth sailing one.
Had training on tuesday. Injured myself. Somewhere arnd my waist n back leading to pain on my left thigh as well. Now it has deteriorated after thursday's training..which was yesterday..
Now,running n walking w/o limping has bcome not-so-easy things for me. =[
Hope I wun haf to break off from training bcos of tis.
Apart,I think my immune system is slowly crashing down on me prolly due to the consistent stayin ups throu the nights n unconsistent sleeping hours.
-cough??-
After deep reflections, I can only call myself the culprit for everything tt is happening rite now. See, every event is like a circle.
Cause-happening-cause.
It'll go back to the same point where it started from..like drawing a circle on a piece of paper.
Im responsible for my own doings.
Sometimes i jus wish someone out there will pick me up.
Anyway, yesterday was the last day for being in year 2. Will miss tis class thou there're still some things i dun like abt it.
Will especially miss e facilitators n afew classmates.
Althou tis is like e 5th time we'll be changing class n classmates, but i still fear.Phobia for meeting n working wif new pple.
Orites..gonna end here.
Adieuz.
-it's not okay
i dun feel safe
i need to pray-
Please. -_-
;; right from the beginning3:57 PM
