Friday, February 25, 2005
Well,finally bk to blog. After sooo long..ive been infected with the lazy worm disease la.
Hmm..past few weeks been pretty the same...just tt I dunno why but im gettin more n more uptight and rigid lately.
Cant seem to think right.
Arghhh..sometimes i jus hate myself for being too reserved with my words. Nv dare to say out wat i wanna say...but sometimes wateva i say, seem to be so rude n offensive. Wth......
I jus nv seem to say the rite stuff at the rite time la.
Sometimes when i get angry wif thngs, my chest inside will gradually tighten and i feel as thou it's gonna burst any time. But i wun dare to show my anger...tt's like once in a million times. Well, I might complain..but those foul words as much as i wanna swear, jus refuse to come out.
Prolly i can try it here. Silent swearing.
Okies...wateva they are..im nt going to apologise for being rude in here..for once at least. Cos tis is a place for me to put down my true thots. Guess i haf the rite to do so.
Everything's jus so Fucked up now k. n im fucking hell feeling so compressed inside of me.
Sometimes i really wish i haf all de knowledge in the world, so tt i wun be out-talked by those smart alecks,yacking yabbers out there.
I wish i had the abilities to do everything tt i wanna do. So tt i wun get looked down-upon by those bigheaded ass around.
I wish i would possess some black magics jus enuff for me to turn those who bully me, into some ugly woobly wobbly toads.
I wish i had the courage to stab a sword rite into those arrogant faces who fucking hell use their ass to "look" at pple arnd em. I'll make sure their mamas have difficulties differentiating their face from their ass.
read between the lines n shut de fuck up k.
Okies. Im done.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning12:30 PM
