Monday, April 16, 2007
Sometimes I think that life is beautiful. I feel myself filled with motivation and hopes.
However I think my mind seems to be Very Good at doing the 180 degrees somersaults.
Example like:
Today at work, with quite a few pending things yet to settle on hand, I turned to Carole, “Don’t you feel sian sometimes? What keeps you moving on?”
She didn’t answer me of course.
I know it could be the unsettled issues that are still laying around that make me feel insecure. You understand the weird feeling you get??
When you know you have not settled some issues or completed any tasks, because another few more matters flow in and take up your time and attention? Or simply because it’s time for home?
Hence you have to cast the piles till the next day.
I just dislike this feeling.
It’s insecurity plus the piling up of incomplete tasks.
Well maybe I am inefficient.
;; right from the beginning10:09 PM
