Friday, April 27, 2007
Im mentally getting more n more immature & stubborn instead...
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Monday, April 23, 2007
So is it you who's feeling unwell or is it me?? R u in a better position to tell me whether is it necessary or not to get a mc??? So you are actually able to feel MY discomfort??Pls stop adding non-related issues into what we are talking about right now.
Stop jumping to conclusions n PLEASE bear in mind that i hate it MOST when people malign me of what I've never done or said before.
You only remember all the things I've never done good. But have you ever ever praised me of the things that I've done when as told?
Not any all these years.
You never praised me when I drew well in art class, nor when I came in 1st in composition writing competition. U never wished me good lucks like how U wished them when I took my PSLE exams. Neither in O levels. Where were your support when I was down in dumps?
If I've done u only unproud, then i'm sorry. I cant turn back time.
If what I've been doing these whiles are blinded to you, then i'm sorry...
Im sick of having to live my life the way you think it shld be.
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Saturday, April 21, 2007
I forgot the password to my blog and had to re-key 6times before I finally got it right.How stupid. *shakes head* Haha...
20th April
Happy 22nd Bdae to Anata Meifong**
There were Da de,Mf,da eeling,phloy,angela,sii,elaine n i. Went to the $10 club at Chinatown for ktv. Initally I thought it would be some old old club...hehehe...but luckily the songs were rather updated and place was comfy. Except for the part when our room suddenly blacked out bcos the electricity tripped and the session was only 7pm-10pm.
Angela and phloy had to leave.
So the rest of us headed to chinatown pt to meet jaye. But he went "missing" for awhile b4 he finally appeared. *bish*
After much shilly-shallying, we 124-ed to Orchard. Had drinks at NYDC and bought a slice of cake for anata,but she claimed it tasted "weird".
*anata, hope u like our presents and companion. Muackss.*
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Monday, April 16, 2007
Sometimes I think that life is beautiful. I feel myself filled with motivation and hopes.However I think my mind seems to be Very Good at doing the 180 degrees somersaults.
Example like:
Today at work, with quite a few pending things yet to settle on hand, I turned to Carole, “Don’t you feel sian sometimes? What keeps you moving on?”
She didn’t answer me of course.
I know it could be the unsettled issues that are still laying around that make me feel insecure. You understand the weird feeling you get??
When you know you have not settled some issues or completed any tasks, because another few more matters flow in and take up your time and attention? Or simply because it’s time for home?
Hence you have to cast the piles till the next day.
I just dislike this feeling.
It’s insecurity plus the piling up of incomplete tasks.
Well maybe I am inefficient.
;; right from the beginning10:09 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Woke up at 8am. Met up at 930 at Lot1 for breakfast. Managed to smuggle soya bean milk from Jolly Bean into Wan Cai cafe.Love the meat floss thick toast there. (:Waited for about 30mins for 927...seemed like forever man...Luckily the journey was pretty fast. Yeaps yeap...we were going to the Zooooooo.
Spent close to 6hours exploring and touring the place. A few places were under upgrading works, so didn't get to see the penguins, flamingos,sea lions...Despite being trapped in the rain for awhile, the trip was fun. (:
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