Sunday, September 18, 2005
Im missing my uncontrollables girls!!!!-sobbbss-
-CRIESS-
Cs, Sq, Hl n Jl!!!
;; right from the beginning2:12 PM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Just had a casual talk with mama. She asked abt my plans after graduation. I told her bt the monash uni programme which I had given up the thot of joining.She hopes tt I'll go pursue something in the arts track, which undeniably, is an area Ive been interested since young.
Yet
I told her that I am an aimless child. Ive got no directions as of where I want to head to.
This sounds dangerous. 6 more months n I will be stepping into the society to survive on my own...but yet I dunno what I want to do. -__-"
When I reflected on my learning journey since young, I do feel a little sorry for myself.
Cos it hadn't been a pleasant one.
I know I hadnt been academically good anw.
Ive failed;in my position as a student.
Haiz..sometimes I wish I had experienced horrible setbacks and falldowns in my life when I was younger. It may sound absurd tt I'm actually cursing myself.
But think abt it. If one hadnt experienced such falls, she'll nv learn the survival skills be it physically or mentally. She'll nv learn to stand up strong on her own feet.
Most importantly,she can nv explore and know what she really wants.
Haiyo..so troublesome..shang nao jing ah~~~
-_-"""
Hate growing up. Ok tis is contradictory.
Well....
Im still lost.
;; right from the beginning3:50 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
| Your Inner Child Is Sad |
 You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have. Easily hurt, you tend to retreat to your comfort zone. You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time. |
How Is Your Inner Child?
;; right from the beginning1:49 AM
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Disappointment is all Im feeling now.I dunno who he's refering to, n i dun really want to noe anw.
All I noe is that...
If all these efforts n hanging ons for 3 years werent of any values, fine den.
Im speechless.
I dunno what's gotten over me, but Im beginning to feel sick.
Not sick of anyone...but sick of what I've been feeling all these whiles.
The feelings and emotions I've hide in me.
Something no one has really understood.
Unless u're in these shoes,u'll never feel what Im feeling.
Alls easier said than done.I dunno. This can be so contradicting.
Ohhh...wth. Nvm.
Tatz...~
;; right from the beginning12:09 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
2/9/2005's e last day for this semester. Gonna step into the last semester in RP when sch reopens. A little bit of sadness lingers arnd thou. =[[Haiz...but tian xia mei you bu san de yan xi. Jus hope everyone will be well n happy.
Anyway..im going real broke...
I nid part time job for this hols!
Anyone has good intro??? Best if can work at those events kind.Cos those normally last for a few days or a week nia. I nid money! $$$
Gt good lobang intro to me k pple??
Dun too far from Jurong can le..hehe..
Fly awayyyy..
;; right from the beginning2:01 AM