Friday, April 29, 2005
Im sad. yetI smile. n I will.=]=
;; right from the beginning12:56 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Im happy. i mean it. yetI frown. i noe y.butI will smile. i will.=]
;; right from the beginning12:51 AM
Friday, April 22, 2005
-For That, I finally understand n is able to put together as a whole picture.
It's gonna be very unfair for all of them if...hence, it's not going to happen bcos I love them all. Really. Each and everyone of them contributes to my tear n joy n the so precious memories.
As long as everyone is happy,im gonna be happy.Althou i do show bad attitude at times, im sorry k. But im really fortunate to haf known u all.
Especially this being the last yr in rp,it jus makes everything seem so sad. we're nt going to be together soon. Ahh..still cant imagine e days w/o .
Therefore,im nt going to complain bt That anymore,there's no time for this.I wan to enjoy every moment wif u guys...be it good or bad.
-Jia Youz!
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning2:44 AM
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
2nd day of sch. Was late for 15 mins n was marked as Partial. -_-"
Hmm..still feeling abit weird in the class. Dunno y oso..most prolly Im still warming up ba.
Hopefully.-
Recently, trainings haven't been going on well for most of us. Especially those in the main team. Coach's disappointed with our performances and attitudes. Guess he feels "cheated".
We promised tt we'll change n we have changed, during the KL trip period. n we will put in our best forms during trainings and games. However our performances now seem to be just going opposite of wat we'd promised him.
Hope all of us will Jia you. For coming IVP, for BK and also for ourselves.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning2:56 AM
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Caught Coach Carter last nite at Cineleisure with the volleyball peeps.
It was great. Inspirating n motivating.
-Reflective-
Realise tt I've been too immersed in my own world lately, tt I've forgotten to pay attention to the surrounding happenings n pple who still do care for me. or can't bother to stop to look at and enjoy the simplicity of nature. Hmm..like the fresh air, the greeness of the grass n trees, etc...
I think selfishness n attitude in me grow as i mature. I remember i used to be nicer, better tempered, more patient n tolerating.
Are these changes happening for the good or bad?
Bu zhi dao leh...
Hmm...well well..
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning11:30 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
(-_-)Frend, thanx for accompanying me just now. U know who U are.
=]Thanx for ur comments, ur advices, ur honesty n most importantly, ur understanding of what im going tru n how i'm feeling. I really appreciate them.
U did knock some sense into me. I know what to do now. Hopefully I'll be able to cope. =]
n Hopefully I'll be able to see what I wanna achieve.
U'll be there to help me rite?...
Orite, back from the 5 days KL trip with vball pals, badminton n rpbl peeps a few days ago.
Alot of things happen. But all i can say is tt, this is gonna be a precious memory n experience tt's going to be imprinted in me forever.
=]--I love u all
vball pals.
--hees...
Take care all.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning2:41 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
tt's a mistake right from the start. i knew it so clearly n yet ive choosen to step n fall right in.
now tt i've fallen hard, i can't get up n walk out of it...
im a coward.
a kid who takes everyone arnd me for granted...thus im not worthy for any care n concern from anyone. Save all ya consoles n love for others k..dun waste them on me. I'll only hurt u guys.
I've done tt repeatedly..tt's not to be forgiven.
-no amt of praying will help anymore?...my prayers nv reach...-
;; right from the beginning2:18 AM
