Friday, February 25, 2005
Well,finally bk to blog. After sooo long..ive been infected with the lazy worm disease la.
Hmm..past few weeks been pretty the same...just tt I dunno why but im gettin more n more uptight and rigid lately.
Cant seem to think right.
Arghhh..sometimes i jus hate myself for being too reserved with my words. Nv dare to say out wat i wanna say...but sometimes wateva i say, seem to be so rude n offensive. Wth......
I jus nv seem to say the rite stuff at the rite time la.
Sometimes when i get angry wif thngs, my chest inside will gradually tighten and i feel as thou it's gonna burst any time. But i wun dare to show my anger...tt's like once in a million times. Well, I might complain..but those foul words as much as i wanna swear, jus refuse to come out.
Prolly i can try it here. Silent swearing.
Okies...wateva they are..im nt going to apologise for being rude in here..for once at least. Cos tis is a place for me to put down my true thots. Guess i haf the rite to do so.
Everything's jus so Fucked up now k. n im fucking hell feeling so compressed inside of me.
Sometimes i really wish i haf all de knowledge in the world, so tt i wun be out-talked by those smart alecks,yacking yabbers out there.
I wish i had the abilities to do everything tt i wanna do. So tt i wun get looked down-upon by those bigheaded ass around.
I wish i would possess some black magics jus enuff for me to turn those who bully me, into some ugly woobly wobbly toads.
I wish i had the courage to stab a sword rite into those arrogant faces who fucking hell use their ass to "look" at pple arnd em. I'll make sure their mamas have difficulties differentiating their face from their ass.
read between the lines n shut de fuck up k.
Okies. Im done.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning12:30 PM
Monday, February 14, 2005
Happy new yr n Happy valentine's day to all. ~
Hmm...1st n 2nd days of cny were basically nthng much.
3rd day,slpt my day away. =)
4th day,which was friday.
Went ktv wif cs,hl n sq in town. Sang from 5pm to 8pm. Really had fun wif de gurls. =]
After which went heeren n bought wat we want,den headed taka to buy food n walked arnd. Headed home.
Was sucha short day. Cos i woke up really late..at 1pm?...
Okies..today's the 5th day. Hmm..as usual...woke up at 1 plus...makan..watched vcd. den went wai po jia for dinner. Hmm..b4 going there,my bro n i were sittin at the coffeeshop downstairs waiting for papa (he's suppose to drive us dere)...cos he was chattin n drinking wif his frend la..ended up me n my bro had to help him drink..cos he had to drive u see...
But anw, Garlsberg's good. Lol...heeess..
Okies..came home after dinner. Ate some junk food here n dere again.
Watch tv progrm...
Hw life-less isn't it...sians.
In conclusion, i basically lead a life-less n not so happening life la.
after tis 1 wk break. Sch's starting today 14/2 It's valentine's day too.
But well, it's not an occassion for me. Not yet at least.
Anw,
Happy valentine's day to all.
If u've gt ur pair,wish u n ur other half, enjoy everyday like valentine's day. =)
If u've nt found ya other half, den may e cupid bless u guys ba k. Stay happy! =)
Take care.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning12:57 AM
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Back to blog. Lazy lazy n much more lazy...
Slpt at 4 plus am n woke up at 8am tis morning. So slppy..but it's ok..cos it's for doing something impt.
Went town wif Chensi n Huilan on Friday after sch. Bought a damn gu niang skirt. But not sure when i'll be able to wear it..cos no opportunity yet.
Saturday. Woke up at rnd 1.20pm..lol..im a pig k. Went woodlands wif da jie, went to wai po's block's void deck to pass her some new yr stuff. Haven seen her for 1 mth plus. Miss her soo much tt i finally chldn't contain..and cried when we were abt to leave. So paiseh...
Went to meet Elaine in town for shopping for her cny clothes...
Reached really late..sorry eh gurl..keke..
Weeeuuuuweeee....
She bought this Sexxy top n a poka dots skirt. Think she'll be goin back to pick up this 50 bucks lady's pump and tt ribbon brooch. Lol...
Oh man..i felt so bloated for the whole of last nite..cos goin out wif elaine means lots of "mai dong xi, chi dong si, mai dong xi, chi dong xi...."
Lol....but tt Swensen's banana ice cream is really good! -wooooooooo-
Went to find Jsee at cartel n shun bian la kopi.
Reached home at 1 am....-_-"..
N Jsee still says tt ive got no life..alamak..but cannot stay out the whole nite doesn't mean no life ma...Dui ma?
I enjoy staying at home can..lol...
Anw,realise tt ive been spending alot on food these few days...no wonder im going to be broke soon..n tt oso means addin on to my tyre collection...bwahhh..
Dinner tmr at buona vista. ~~ Bk will be treating the volley gurls to XO fish thingy. hehehe...tt soup there is great..tried it the last time when BK treated us there too. -yummlicious-
Okies.
Been feelin pretty vexed lately too. Hmmms....
Nthng much to add on.
Happy Chinese New yr everyone.~
Enjoy.
Take care.
Adieuz.
;; right from the beginning9:51 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Having pharmaco UT tmr...and yes it's P1 to P11.but i haven even started studying.
But anw,im gonna update now..dun care..
Went queensway after sch today wif mf,angela,xw n jonathan.
actually wanted to get the jersey shirt wif our nos printed on as well..but den,the M size was too big for angela n me...in the end, mf oso din get it thou the shirt fitted her nicely la..cos she said we're suppose to get it together..
So went arnd, lookin for nicer jersey shirts..came across tis nice FBT one..but den,tt shop din even haf 3 of tt shirt la..so....at e end of it all, it was a WASTED trip to queensway today.
Hmm..recall.
Went Sentosa for tt beachy affair volleyball com organised by NUS on Saturday 29/1.
Was pretty orite. The Black n White RP teams did well. *claps claps*=)
Went marina bay for steamboat after tt. Was fun. "That topic" for the nite was damn hilarious...nearly luffed till rolled on the floor man.
Recall again.
Last training. Thursday 27/1.
My attitude was bad. Had this thoughts swing n felt super down. Left sch alone after tt.
Let's hope tis thoughts swing will not come again.
Im gonna try to return to my oldself in vball.
Optimistic i mean.
Okies.
5th feb to 13th feb will be sch hols.
~~9th n 10th 's Chinese New year~~
But this yr's CNY's not gonna be the same for my family. Will not be celebrating.
Oh ya..7th Feb monday will be the 49th day oready.
Whole family will be going down to the temple to "visit" ah gong on 6th feb Sunday.
Orites..nthing else to say.
Take care peeps.=)
Lastly, Happy Chinese New Yr . Xing nian kuai le!
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning1:07 AM
