Saturday, July 31, 2004
Went to Wismato get BK's shirt changed
to a bigger size.
Den shun bian,bought
a really nice
necklace for ma sec
sch fren.
She invited us to her bdae
party tmr.
Tis mth so many ppl
bdae.Gonna be dried up soon.
-------------------------------
Can't make it for
Elaine's party
at New asia bar.
Really sorry.
=(
Din haf a good
day at wai po jia
(maternal grandma)
just now.
Thou only spent
a short 2 hr plus
there,which was shorter
than usual,
but it wasn't "cozy" .
Dun wish to say,
dunno how to
put down in words.
-Wish tt the Angels
would take me in their
arms now;up to God-
;; right from the beginning10:53 PM
Back from volley trainin.
Well,it did rain.But luckily
only for awhile.Drizzling.
Thank god,manage to
complete de trainin till
8.30plus plus.
But den many din come
Yr ones only 2 turned up.
Yr twos,Shiwen din come.
So the girls couldn't really
"lian dui xing".So Vincente
had to take her place for
today.
Umms..as usual.
I mean,the feeling durin
trainin's as usual.No special
sentiments.No sense of
satisfaction.
Guess I've been stagnant for
too long.It's time I do
some reflection on tt.
On what I really wanna do
and achieve.
-Had some terrible tots
a few weeks ago.
Something bad tt I shouldn't
even think abt.
But I guess I wun do "it" ba.
Cos I'm stucked in volley oready.
Oh ya.Today,31/7,is Elaine's
19th Birthday!~
Happy 19 bdae Elaine!!~~''``~
May U haf many Happy
Returns.& Blessed wif Good Health.
CheeroZ~~-
;; right from the beginning2:10 AM
Friday, July 30, 2004
Upon Eggshells He Walks -- Sir HaHaGoober the Clown sat on a wall
Goober the Clown had a great fall
Neither Chuckles nor Goofy nor any of them
Could understand the wonder and vivid tomberonement of the moment
For you see that is how it is these days
The foil of one is the cocshound
Of the one who laughs
Pity
Pity
Pity
Me
Sir HaHa
;; right from the beginning3:17 PM
Having training later.
Hope it wun rain like
yesterday.
Dun rain...dun rain k.
but e wind's a little
strong now..den abit
cloudy.
*prays hard**
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;; right from the beginning2:17 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
In class.Applied Chem.
Wanna update.
But no idea wat
to write.
Or how to put down
in words.
Perhaps this might
do the job.::
--If "U" really
wan to bring me
down,
Go ahead.
If "U" really enjoy
making fun of me,
Go ahead.
Wateva "U" do,
I subdue to it.
Had enuff.--
;; right from the beginning11:58 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Genetics lesson jus ended.Umms..couldn't concentrate
today.Erm..as usual la.
My neck's aching.
Da left side of ma butt's
aching and it's painful too.
All thanks to yesterday's
volley training.
Coach(BK) made us "gun di"
(roll on the floor)
to save the ball.
Den ma elbow brushed
against de floor,now blue black.
Must be i nv roll properly ba.
That's y now everywhere
oso got injuries.
I think the rest of the
volleyballers oso lidat.
Poor us.
Anyways,ya,gave BK
a surprise mini birthday
celebration.
Went to get the cake wit meifong
after sch.Den suay suay took
de same bus back wif him.
Luckily he din see de cake.
But den we tot it;s going to be
a disppointing day,cos his face
was so black when we started our
training.Scareed us.
Hehhe..but sunshine after rain
after awhile.
Umms..I think he was expecting something
to happen ba.Cos we din leave even
after we were dismissed.
Den he so thick skin oso lor...
suddenly walked to Meiwei and said,"
Eh, ur bdae is today ah(obviously it's not)
my bdae is tmr leh(28/7)."
Kaoz...bhb rite..
who cares loh...heehee..no lah..
Den suddenly cake came out,
and all of us sang bdae song for him.
I guess he's touched lor.At least oso got
a little.
(how can he not be rite?We're so nice &
sweet eh)
But den,typical la he...Si ai mian zi(luv face)
...ming ming touch le..but still nv show it out.
But hope he'll like e Fila shirt la,haha..
hopefully he can fit in.
LOl...
Hey we're not as bad as he tot leh..
we still spend effort to think and shop
for his presents.
=)
Oh ya...anyways,now feel so slpy..
wanna slp...haha..piggy ah.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning3:59 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Wat am i doing here?Aren't I supposed to be
slping?
Gonna wake up @ 6am
tmr leh.Having MCB mab
@ 8am.
Dun wanna be late all da time.
No good.
Sure will no jing shen tmr.
Haiz...MCB,cannot make it.
Sians..
Umms..
Sort of miss ma Uncontrollables
buddies.CS,HL,SQ and JL.
Wonder how they've been.
Busy wif the upcoming prelims.
All da best to em.
Thou they may not see tis.
haha..pengs rite.
Jus write ma...tots.
Aiyo...dunno y.I feel bit
fake.I mean da present me.
Hahah...sometimes maybe cos
I din want to spoil da current
situation den I oways quiet.
Cos i dun oways speak my mind.
Somethings are meant to be kept
in me.Not to be said.Or,better
not to be said.
But den I'll feel bad if I
argue.Can avoid mus avoid.
Maybe cos I;m a humster ba.
I support peace den again.
I oso dunno.Weird.
Sometimes seems like i'm being
da most untruthful one.
Do I seem scary to u all now?
Maybe the me tt u all haf oways
seen,may not be the real me.
My Evil twin sister is finally
appearing now.
It's slowly taking over me everyday.
Scared-ed.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning1:07 AM
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Umms..was looking atsomething jus now when
my tots jus came arnd.
JUs tot tt I've been in
my comfort zone for too
long.There're still alot
of things in me tt I'm
not able to overcome.
Really hope I'll be able
to achieve something someday.
I dunno what I really
want to achieve.
Cos I'm still exploring
to learn more.
And in da process,
discover maself.
No clue,
No vision,
No mission,
We're all wandering
aimlessly.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning11:57 PM
Haven been updatin for a
few days.Lazy to update
oso.Anyways,I'm here now.
Orites...
Saturday,went out wit
Jas.See,Angela,Meiwei,Phloy
,Meifong,Ronghua,Xiangwei.
Was supposed to watch the
movie-Sisters.
But den Lido's 5.30pm slot's
full.Den checked other places,
also no more slots left.
No choice,had to catch it
some other days.
Den in e end went Far East
to makan,walk walk den
went Heeren.
walk walk.
Den after tt decided to go
play pool.Phloy nv play b4
so bring her to cuppage plaza
play.
She had to go home.So left 7
of us.
Later Meifong suggested tt
we go Marche makan.
Ate rosti and ice cream waffle
wif banana.
A roi jing jing!!(delicious)
Ate so much yesterday.
Sinful yet nice.
Then today,stay at home.
Woke up at 2.30pm.
Den din do anything until
now.Been slacking whole day.
;; right from the beginning11:20 PM
Friday, July 23, 2004
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;; right from the beginning11:59 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
In class now.Waiting for fac tocome in for da 3rd meeting.
Completed ma work.
1st time finish work early.
=)
So,morale is:Dun waste time.
nah...maybe today's Chemistry
lab work is not as hard as other
days' problems.
Feelin hungry now...
but den,lazy to go buy food.
Can save money oso.
Cos this wk spent $24 on
cab fare...
could haf used tt sum on
something else rite...
or i'll haf $24 more in ma
savings tis mth.
wasted...
Orites...
Was hoping to be good girl
this wk,so tt when I finally
pick up e courage to ask mama
bt the thailand trip,
I'll at least stand a little chance
tt she'll agree to let me go.
(*pls plss*)
Umms...2nd rnd of UTs finally
over...
can slack awhile b4 e 3rd rnd
starts again....
sians...
just hope can pass all...
dun fail can le.
Well,stayed bk in sch yesterday
till 10pm,to do da fabric nation thingy.
Finally completed.
I like da volleyball tt I drew on
one of the fabric!
But denn...i think i spoilt e whole
"banner" wif ma ugly handwritings.
The handprints were ugly but fun.
Hehe...
sians...stomach groaning...
Endure!
Like this word recently.
Orites.
Nothing much.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning2:15 PM
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
I'm saved.Allowed to join another
grp for today.
*pheww*
Orites.
Maybe luck's by me today.
Hopefully...
;; right from the beginning11:01 AM
Applied Chem UT2's over.
Having MCB lesson todya.
I'm all stucked here.
Alone.
Ma teammates all left.
All of them.
SHld i stay or shld i go too??
I really dunno....
!!!
Dr Alvin Teo wun allow pple
to join grp..he had previously
asked ma classmate to do a ppt
alone and present alone!!
Oh gosh....
I can't handle this alone....
MCB???!!pls lor....
but i dun wan to miss lesson oso....
haiz....
This totally sharks....
I feel so helpless now...
SHld i stay or shld i go..SHld i stay
or go..stay or go???........
;; right from the beginning10:24 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2004
Hihi.
Just here to update bt yesterday,
Friday.
Yeah.Woke up at 1045am to do rj.
Den went bk to slp till 3pm!
Haha.so piggy.
Umms..den,did some stuffs
and went school for volley training.
Umms..I think heaven must haf
heard us.We had our training
rather smoothly today without
rain or any fuses.
=)
Thank U.
Orites.Nothin to write le.
Goodnites.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning2:06 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
hihi.Back to blog again.Oh ya.Past few days had been
raining alot.Then suay suay
affected our trainings on
last friday and this tuesday.
Den today guys training,damn
suay oso.
The switch for the lights at
e court,fused.Pengz rite.
Den,in e end,had to go.I tot
could haf a good day playing
cos I was having fun.
Haiz...
Anyways,when Jas see,Meiwei,
Meifong and I were walking bk
to e container,something
xtremely happening happened!
It made a tremedous impact in
my life.!!.
Cos it turned me into a sinner
in just a few mins.
I caused e death of a small
Snail.!!!!!.
It was so innocently crawling
on the ground probably on its
way home and den all of a sudden
,w/o any warnings,this big,heavy
object just went crushing on it.!!!
Imagine???!!!!OMG.I feel so damn
damn guilty now.I'm really sorry
Snail!!!!!!!!!!!
Time:8.08pm 15/7/2004
Pronounced Dead.
I din mean to step on u!Really!
I promise tt I'll look @ e floor
when I walk!
haizz...
oh ya...I din mean to drop u onto
e grass,I just wanted to put u
to a safe place to avoid a second
crush.
Ummss..saded...
Now my volleyball shoes feel so
eeeekss....filled wif sin & guilt.
So dirty...
haiz....
RIP Snail.
Ummss..anyway,we`called Jutarat
today again after failed attempts
in the past few days.
Phloy,Meifong,Meiwei and me.
Hhaha..so happy when heard her
voice.
She's studyin for her exams.
Starting on Monday when sch
reopens after this wk's hols.
Umms..wish her lucks.
=)
She received our letters le.
But wun be replyin till she
finish her exams.Busy ma.
Mai paen rai.
haha...
Oh ya.today went for alc
training.
Went jogging outside sch.
Dunno ran for how many ks.
To and fro.
Zha yi dian dian run dao
kuai si le.
hahha...long time nv run
such long dist.le.
Maybe roll will be faster.
Orites.
Gonna end here le.
Go complete rj den can slp.
Tmr off.Hehe...can slp longer!
Yipee!
Orites.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning2:02 AM
Monday, July 12, 2004
Studying for tmr's UT now.But...I feel so guilt driven
now.All thanx to my kponess.
Consequence--Adverse effects.
=(
*bish*
Dunno what I can do now.
Just hope she'll forgive me.
Yuan liang wo hao ma?
Dui bu Qi!
;; right from the beginning10:50 PM
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Oritey.woke up rather late today.
Went out to meet Meifong
and Meiwei at Little India
at 330pm.
Haha..nv been to Little India
before,so curious bt the place.
Meifong went for the eyebrow
threading at one of the many shops
there.Quite surprised when the
indian girl in the shop spoke to us
in mandarin.Fluent sia.Not bad
looking oso.
The lady who helped fong thread
oso quite pretty.
Hahah...the eyebrow look not bad
after threading...but den fong say
very pain.haha...
Bought a Victor card which has 65mins
of talk time to Thailand.It's only $8!
Much cheaper than e one we usually buy.
$10 for 27 mins only.
Nxt time go little india buy le.
Walk walk finish le.
Den suddenly tot of going to
Little Thailand.But we din know
when it was.So called 101.
Haha...it's at Golden Mile Complex
now we know le.
Took a cab there.Near.
Scared tio.
Cos reached there saw a lot of thai men
sitting outside drinking.They were jus
anyhow sitting arnd.Looked so scary.
Stepped inside.Wahhh....buay tahan...
dunno got wat smell sia.
I think it's like the smell of
those preserved stuffs and oso like
raw meat and stuffs.
Nearly suffocated.
Meifong was like "zi bi"..
haha...she walked so fast lor.
Tru out the day she oso
"zi bi"...kept walkin infront of us
so fast.
(Draw circle)...hahaha...
Eye opener for us.Roughly know
how e Kun Thais' life were like.
I mean thou not exactly in Thailand,
but still similar I tot.
Kun Thais like to drink.???..
everywhere we walked saw them drinking.
Sell a lot of beer oso.
I think we scared dao den went in for
20mins den came out le.
Dunno how Thailand is like.
Hope it'll be better than tis.
Went BK makan.Den took bus to town.
Went cini,den heeren walk walk.
Den went Far East to take neoprints.
Heheh...Nice.>
Den went home.
Yeah.Fruitful day.
Just like a mini tour arnd S'pore.
=)
Hopefully nxt time still can go "tour"
lidat.
Can see more.Learn more.
hehehe...tmr gonna start my save money$
da ji hua wif Meiwei and fong.
Can jian fei oso.Yeah!
Means eat lesser?!haha...
dunno if i can make it not.
Wif my tis type of mouth...
cannot resist food sia.
Heehee...shhhh..
orite.End here.
Too naggy le.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning10:36 PM
I was happy for tt
moment.But kindof
feeling weird now.
Probably thinking
of somethings I know
I shldn't be thinking
about.Weird..few drops
of tears just fell...
I dunno why oso.Maybe
it's cos of that.
Shhhhhh...
;; right from the beginning3:09 AM
Saturday, July 10, 2004
He is pathetic.I fear for him.
His Os are nearing.
He's not in the least
interest to study.
He's obsessed over the com,
gunbound(he's at it now again)
the phone,slacking,and his ex gf.
Dunno what's gotten over him.
He can't seem to get himself
up and back again.
I dislike tis kindof attitude.
A 16 yr old guy and can't seem to
draw a line between work and play?
Especially at tis critical period.
Mum's so worried.
Yet he just can't appreciate
everyones good intention.
Given up man.
No one's going to be bothered
bt him.
That's why I say he's pathetic.
Can't he just pick himself up
and perk up>...
Is he going to give himself up
and let everyone down?
*signs*
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning5:13 PM
Din go out today.
Tot I shld be a good girl
for one day.
Can't control myself again.
I'm in here again.Just broke
my to-do-list again.
Hopefully,tis 1 hr of
exploring and kpoing will be
able to satisfy my itch of
kponess and laziness.Then,leave
my mind alone to be controlled
TotallY by ME.!.
I wan to study for the upcoming
Molecular and cell biology ut2.
Fear this module.Cos still have
alot of stuff to catch up wif.
Wonder if I'll survive..or shld
I say,wonder if I'll ever haf
the discipline to get started
1st...umms...
Anyways,gonna end here.
Adioz.
*May Heaven and Earth gif Me all
the Strength to Move on!*
;; right from the beginning4:35 PM
Yesterdy's my off-day.So finally
can sleep till 1130am.Woke up,
den prepare,den went out to meet
meifong.Supposed to meet at 130
outside e school's bus stop
but in the end i was late for 30mins.
Sorry fong!
Umm...went PS carrefour.The bread
and some food there attracted me sia..
aroused my stomach and mouth...
in the end bought one apple croissant.
Den went eat lunch den walk abit
den went school for volley training.
Went to gym 1st...den wasted so much
time...
could haf played longer...cos
just started playing for bt an hr
and it started raining!Bwahhhhhh...
angry..dn in the end,ended up
playing 007 and some 7 up game...
sians 1/2...
den rain finally stopped.Tot can
play for awhile.So meiwei,jas,angela,
phloy,meifong,laine...all went dwn to
court to help dry e court wif rollers.
In the end,15mis later,9pm,BK said
had to stop...he said dismiss...
and said tt it's heaven's will
tt we cannot train today.
Really meh?>
Anyway,after tt went bk to container
but den no electricity..romantic..
Pengs....
Went makan at redhill hawker.
Din eat..only drink water.
Cos,had diarrhea...ran toilet
3 times today leh...2 times during
training somemore...
no mood sia.
Reached home at 1130.
Feeling tired le.Gonna go slp soon.
Sit until backache ah..buay tahan le.
Goin to lie down.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning1:43 AM
Friday, July 09, 2004
Time now:0219hrCame online at rnd 1 plus
Wanted to do rj.But landed up
here.
Went for alc training b4
going for volley.
Had some light physical workouts.
First time went for alc training oso.
Felt abit weird.Probably cos mostly
Yr 1s ba.
Went to play volley today.
Din really join in guys training.
Jus played on our own.Wif Jasmine
and Gary and a few others.
Anyway,went makan wif BK and
Jasmine.BK treated again.
Umm…been thinking tru wat he said
to me…
Seriously speakin,I thot I
had already manage to not let
my height matter get me.
But just can’t help feelin sad bt it.
Been feelin inferior ever since I
joined volley.
Ya la..sometimes it may be tt
short Wun be a problem when
playing volley,but to me,tis wun
be a problem thingy,
will only apply if I were a good player.
Then I wun need to depend on my height.
But the fact is I’m nt gd at it.
So still,height plays a part.
Bk had already told me
before tt my height is one of the reasons
why I did not get to be in one of the sixs.
(Take growth hormone?)
Anyway,it’s for the gd of the
team as well.
Of course the best ones have to be choosen.
It affects the whole team’s morale and e
coming IVP.
Of course I will want the team to do well
in the competition and do themselves proud.
We’ve spent so much time and effort in the
trainings.It’s all abt our tears,
bruises and pain.
I’m still gonna try hard no matter wat.
Cos I think it has turned
into a passion.
Can’t imagine life in rp
without volleyball.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning2:22 AM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Oh ya...forgot something.Just finished writing my
letter to Jutarat yesterday.
We had put all our individual
letters into one envelope so tt
it'll be easier for mr postman.
Save $$ oso.
Hope Jutarat will receive it soon
(think meiwei's gonna send it today)
Thanx miwi.!
=)
Oh ya.Hope she'll be able to understnd
wat we wrote.And will reply to us soon.
S-O-O-N!
haha...
Adioz..
;; right from the beginning5:11 PM
Hihi..in volleyball container now,
as usual.Come here to slack for
awhile,got friends to rot and chat
wif me.Wun be bored.
Umm..but feeling a little tired now.
Slept for 5hrs only.
Think I brought it upon myself.
No one to blame.
Cos I was the one who wanted to
stay up to watch TV...so,blame no
one else but myself.!.
I got a choice u see.
Yeah...haha...
Tml havin visual basic test.
And tt'll kick off e start of
a new round of tests.('_')
Gonna die man.Cos UT's time
being changed to 830AM.It's AM,
mind that.
Sian...
Haven started revision yet.Gonna
get start.Cos I've set that as an aim
for this month.(study hard)
Usually wun study cos no discipline
to do it.I'm really lacking of
self-discipline man...can't really
recall when was the last time I had
seriously sat down for an hr or so
to revise tru my work.*wonderin**
Anyway,going home soon.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning4:55 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
Still round the corner there may wait,a new road or a secret gate."
J.R.R. Tolkien
----------------------------------------------
Just tot that these few quotations
are rather
sensible,so,just post it here
to share.
=)
;; right from the beginning4:34 PM
If people are good only because they
fear punishment, and hope for reward,
then we are a sorry lot indeed.
Einstein
-------------------------------------
No guts, no glory.
No pain, no gain.
-------------------------------------
Everyone is kneaded out of the same
dough but not baked in the same oven.
Yiddish proverb
-------------------------------------
"We are each of us angels with only
one wing, and we can only fly by
embracing one another."
Luciano de Crescenzo
-------------------------------------
One kind word can warm three winter
months.
-------------------------------------
If God had intended Man to Smoke
He would have set him on Fire.
-------------------------------------
;; right from the beginning4:09 PM
Sunday, July 04, 2004
wanted to seperate the entry...Orite.Where did I stop..oh ya...
Meiwei told Jutarat that she love
her den Jutarat replied,"I luv
u too"hahaha...happy dao sia.
Buay tahan.
Den told Jutarat tt we might be
going to Thailand during our sept
hols...den Jutarat say we can go her
school visit them den play wif them.
Emmm..alls so excited.Hope can learn
from them.They've already become
our team's motivation man.
Now during trainings,we keep
saying their names.
Jutarat and Jutatips' all in the air.
'')
They're our motivations and inspiration
to work hard for now.
Orites.Enuff of this.
I think I'm gonna list a few stuff
that I hhope to accomplish tis month-
1)Study hard
2)Save Money$$
3)Train hard for volley
Ortes.Okay.Gonna end here.
Adioz.
;; right from the beginning8:29 PM
Today stay at home rest after going out
for the last 6 days.Woke up at 115pm.
Den now surfing net and reading tru some
blogs.I think something's wrong wif my com.
Can't seem to go into some sites.Weirdd.
Anyways.Today's a peaceful day till now.
Hope will remain as lidat till I sleep
tonite.
Gonna update u guys bt the happenings
in the last few days.
Went St John's Island yesterday for the
chiron outing.Had a more understanding
of the marine biologists' work.
Ever wonder wat's in the sea water tt
we oways accidentally guppeda sip or two
when we go play at the beach?
Hehe...there're actually some living organisms
inside.Like the larvae stage of shrimps,crabs,
worms and etc.Disgusted?!
Haha...i got a shocked too.
careful not to drink any of the sea water.
Called Jutarat(Au) on friday after our volley
trainig.Phloy was wif us.So the conversation
was longer.I think Au appear to be more relaxed
cos she showed a little of her true self to us ba.
The conversation was tensed for us yet funny.
I tihnk Au found it funny too ba.Cos we were
like getting so excited and happy over her n
the team.Can't help it.We can;t hide our true
feelings.
Heee...
;; right from the beginning8:02 PM